
Diary of me, my weight loss.... ( HAH! ) exercise ....(YEAH RIGHT!), cooking success's and failures and pretty much what ever else enters my head throughout my life.
Monday, 31 December 2018
Sunday, 30 December 2018
New Year resolutions 2019!
Here we go again. The always to be done resolutions. I always set myself a few, always start out with amazing intentions and always then fail! Like most other people the thought it always there and the desire to do it. Last year as always I had the usual Lose weight and get fit and they will of course be in my list this year. Last year saw me want to keep a pic a day in my Instagram which is linked to automatically post to my blog here. I got to the days in the 100's then that tailed off. I did however enjoy that one.
So 2018 ending sees me..........
the same weight as at the beginning.. FAIL
slightly fitter however I feel but only slightly.....NOT QUITE A FAIL
Pic a day on Instagram..... 3/4 FAIL! I did get one quarter of the year on camera!
So 2019, here we go..
So 2018 ending sees me..........
the same weight as at the beginning.. FAIL
slightly fitter however I feel but only slightly.....NOT QUITE A FAIL
Pic a day on Instagram..... 3/4 FAIL! I did get one quarter of the year on camera!
My challenge to myself in 2018 is to take a pic a day on Instagram. These automatically go up onto my blog. Then hopefully at the end of 2018 I will have 365 memories. I am sure some will be mundane and some simply boring but this is my challenge to myself. Join me if you wish to keep a wee snap shot of your year too. #365 #picadaychallenge #2018
1. I want to lose a few stone in weight. The NHS says I should be 3-4 stone lighter than I currently am so I will lose 3. I plan to lose the first stone by spring. The first should be the easiest. The 2nd stone by summer and the 3rd by Christmas. That is do-able yes?? They say people slim in 2 ways, The direct route where people simply lose the weight or the scenic route, I have been on the scenic route forever. I aim to be slightly more direct from now on to reach my 3 goals of Spring, summer, Christmas.
2. Get fitter. I have got till August on my fitlife gym pass which allows me to attend unlimited times to the gym and attend unlimited classes. I also have my treadmill in the garage which I do love. I just need to put one foot in front of the other and use these. I also have a Malf who will always walk with me I am sure.
3. I did enjoy my pic a day on Instagram last year and I will do that again this year. though I will at least aim for every second day which makes it more achievable. I have my other Instagram which is for slimming world and by taking pics of my meals, activity's and general slimming and fitness goals, dreams, fails and everything in between.
If I can do these 3 and be able to post an I DONE IT post in a years time I will be delighted. The last time I achieved a resolution was the year I decided to stop smoking! I know I can do this and I hope by the use of my blog and Instagram I will have documented progress!
Bring it on!
Staying where I am
I had thought it was time to move on. Time to make a change in my career and try something else. Nursing is a fabulous career that lets you go in 101 directions. I make no apology for being an ambitious person in some ways, small, nothing big and never unreachable and that was where my mistake was.
I thought I should move on, thought it was time to "progress" and go elsewhere for something else. People had been asking me this last year, are you not leaving here? are you not moving on? Why do you try this? that? and what I had always held as being my dream job came up I went for it. Why would I not??
An A&E Nurse. Always always wanted this kind of job. I went to interview fully prepared and was successful and was offered a full time post! I was delighted and excited but in hind sight there was a wee niggle. The job process moved very fast, too fast maybe. That and the festive period meant it seemed I was rocketing to the end of my job which I am now in my 4th year of. As each day moved towards the day the letter of resignation needed handed in the bad feeling grew. My stomach churned at the thought it leaving. Initially I put it down to being out of my comfort Zone, leaving the colleagues I adored but the day I typed up my resignation letter my belly was like a washing machine on full spin. I put it down to the strangeness of moving but the niggle grew.
At some point it over took me, my waking thought was the job change, when I was cooking, cleaning, showering, everything I did that job change was in my head and it was horrible. That was my cue. I knew it was wrong. Luckily for me, the last day shift I was on before Christmas the boss was on too. I do not know if she picked up on my uncertainty or if I needed her to notice but on that day we had a long chat and the choice to stay was given. I knew I had to think about it long and hard. I spent Christmas Eve thinking about it and was at that point 81% sure I was going to stay. Christmas day saw me progress to 89%, Boxing day I was at 93% and I emailed the boss that night to see if I could arrange a chat. She instantly emailed me back and I went in the next day. Ripped up my resignation letter and emailed to cancel the new post. As soon as I did that it felt right. I felt at peace. I knew and know I have done the right thing.
A small part of me may always wonder if I had moved how would it of been but I am 100% sure this was not the move for me at this time. I will remain an Orthopeadic nurse for the time being. I am looking forward to 2019 in my job now. I have social outings to plan for the ward and look forward to them. Its a good team I work with and I will as always throw myself into training as you never know what the future brings.
I thought I should move on, thought it was time to "progress" and go elsewhere for something else. People had been asking me this last year, are you not leaving here? are you not moving on? Why do you try this? that? and what I had always held as being my dream job came up I went for it. Why would I not??
An A&E Nurse. Always always wanted this kind of job. I went to interview fully prepared and was successful and was offered a full time post! I was delighted and excited but in hind sight there was a wee niggle. The job process moved very fast, too fast maybe. That and the festive period meant it seemed I was rocketing to the end of my job which I am now in my 4th year of. As each day moved towards the day the letter of resignation needed handed in the bad feeling grew. My stomach churned at the thought it leaving. Initially I put it down to being out of my comfort Zone, leaving the colleagues I adored but the day I typed up my resignation letter my belly was like a washing machine on full spin. I put it down to the strangeness of moving but the niggle grew.
At some point it over took me, my waking thought was the job change, when I was cooking, cleaning, showering, everything I did that job change was in my head and it was horrible. That was my cue. I knew it was wrong. Luckily for me, the last day shift I was on before Christmas the boss was on too. I do not know if she picked up on my uncertainty or if I needed her to notice but on that day we had a long chat and the choice to stay was given. I knew I had to think about it long and hard. I spent Christmas Eve thinking about it and was at that point 81% sure I was going to stay. Christmas day saw me progress to 89%, Boxing day I was at 93% and I emailed the boss that night to see if I could arrange a chat. She instantly emailed me back and I went in the next day. Ripped up my resignation letter and emailed to cancel the new post. As soon as I did that it felt right. I felt at peace. I knew and know I have done the right thing.
A small part of me may always wonder if I had moved how would it of been but I am 100% sure this was not the move for me at this time. I will remain an Orthopeadic nurse for the time being. I am looking forward to 2019 in my job now. I have social outings to plan for the ward and look forward to them. Its a good team I work with and I will as always throw myself into training as you never know what the future brings.
Thursday, 27 December 2018
Wednesday, 26 December 2018
Christmas 2018
Merry Christmas!
What a fantastic day I had. I love Christmas, I think I love Christmas Eve more than Christmas day. There is something simply magical about it. It was nice when the kids were wee but I like it now they are big too. This year, though I asked them for Christmas lists, I kinds semi whinged it and I enjoyed that more so next year they will get to ask for 1 gift only and the rest can be surprises!
Had an O'Donnell Eve tradition of a buffet supper followed by board games which is always ace. Christmas day was spent here, I cooked lots of delicious meals from Aldi and Lidl! All so so tasty.
Boxing day is the usual more relaxed day. Picking on leftovers and have a friend coming round later so maybe more board games.
What a fantastic day I had. I love Christmas, I think I love Christmas Eve more than Christmas day. There is something simply magical about it. It was nice when the kids were wee but I like it now they are big too. This year, though I asked them for Christmas lists, I kinds semi whinged it and I enjoyed that more so next year they will get to ask for 1 gift only and the rest can be surprises!
Had an O'Donnell Eve tradition of a buffet supper followed by board games which is always ace. Christmas day was spent here, I cooked lots of delicious meals from Aldi and Lidl! All so so tasty.
Boxing day is the usual more relaxed day. Picking on leftovers and have a friend coming round later so maybe more board games.
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